this blog is dedicated to a new series i want to work on. i want this to be similar to my livejournal for violet, but on a platform that's easier. i don't remember how i started the other one though. i guess i just started 😂🤷♀️
here's what i know about the series so far:
-Joeie Davenport, a 16 year old skateboarder/actress/drummer.
-Justin Mendoza, the oldest brother, 32 years old and main guardian.
-Jeremy Mendoza, the middle brother, 30 years old, also lives with them
-Johnnie Mendoza, youngest brother, 28 years old, musician who is usually on tour and does not live with them
Joeie has always felt different from her brothers, because of their ridiculous age gap and having a different father.
The series will start when Joeie gets the results back from a dna test she did with a friend. It'd started out as just a curiosity about her ancestry, but shit gets real when she figures out about her bio dad's family.
Anyway most of my thoughts have been about Joeie and her brothers though.
Like her getting in trouble and how they would react to it.
The main scene that keeps going through my head is the final straw, like how she finally convinces Justin to let her stay the summer with her new half-brother.
Yeah, that's the character I didn't mention yet.
-Sebastian Whitmore, 35 years old, Joeie's newfound half-brother, who is really wealthy and who she idealizes.
but i haven't gotten too into what it will be like when she goes to stay with Sebastian. also i might change his name because that name is too long. unless i call him Seb. It would be cute if i could find him a name that ends in a y, so Joeie could write it with an ie.
Like I imagine when she's happy with Jeremy she spells his name Jeremie, even though he hates it and rolls his eyes (he loves it underneath, because even he has a soft spot for his littlest sister).
i guess i wanted to write about this scene.. or maybe i wanted to write it.
oh, it is so much harder to write as a 16 year old than it is to fantasize as one. maybe my days of writing about teens are actually over. sadness :(
just trying to figure out her voice.
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i wanted to go to the concert. i wanted to get drunk, smoke weed, do all the crazy shit that my friends do, because i was tired of everyone getting to do what they want except me. it's not fair.
so i did.
i guess i wanna lean into this feeling of everyone getting to fucking do what they want except me. johnnie got to drop out of school and go pursue his music, and look how good he's doing. jeremy got to fucking leave right out of high school. my friends get to drink and do drugs and stay out however late they want. i don't do any of that stuff. i just wanted to go stay with a responsible adult while taking my summer acting class so that i wouldn't DIE commuting back and forth to the city. but nooooooo... jeremy doesn't like him (or anybody) so i can't fucking go. get fucked, jer.
and justin sometimes takes my side, but this time jer manipulated him into getting all worried about me. they wanna worry? i'll make em fucking worry.
my new friend group from the skatepark helped me get a fake ID
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